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Adaptation /ˌadapˈtāSH(ə)n/

 Adaptation. Adapting to something new is not an easy thing, right? Adapting to new environtment.. Adapting with the taste of new food.. Adaptation to using new items.. Thats not easy and never be easy, we definitely need time to get used to all the new things. As well as forgetting and trying to get used to new things without him who has been in our lives. Everything that we already know about him, we have to throw away and forget It's hard but it's a process. Love doesn't have to have right? People come and go.  Confused because what are all the memories, important things about him that we know and fill our brains if in the end we have to lose them again. Love never be easy. This is the time to adapt to continue to live the day without his presence. Adapt that all the things you used to do with him, you have to do alone like the beginning again before you remember him. Adapt to stay normal as you drive through your favorite street. Adapt to stay normal as you enjoy the fo

Wasting Time.

Is choosing to stay with you just wasting our time?  Will staying together be in vain?... Every night im thinking is the happiness that i feel when im with you is a good thing? is this the way god tell me that you are the one for me or just to make each other happy but not mean being together?  your story about your family, work thing, friendship that you always tell me is a good thing that i can remember and i always hope that i can always hear your story and be the one that you believe to share with. i always glad that i can tell you everything. i love to tell you my day, how tired i am with my work, how happy i am to eat my favorite food or tell you a jokes even that not even funny for you. your presence, always give me a strength to always laugh and feels buterfly at the same time.. but if we'rent meant be together, whats the point all things that i know about you?

Brokenheart

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Broken heart  (also known as a  heartbreak  or  heartache ) is a  metaphor  for the intense emotional stress or pain one feels at experiencing great and deep  longing . The concept is cross-cultural, often cited with reference to a desired or lost lover. [1] Everyone in this world will have and will feel heartbroken.  It will feel really bad, but sometimes to be able to find someone who deserves in our lives, heartbreak is a good thing . All feelings of heartbreak that we experience will make us learn more that loving does not always have to have and have a smooth path. Having sincere feelings for someone, having a dream to be with that person and not being able to make it happen is a form of heartbreak that is quite difficult to pass, especially if it involves various dreams together. You. You, always be someone that always be  important part of my life. to be someone who will always be the first, who listens to happy stories and complains about everything. It hurts to know that I can

/lo͞oz/ ; let

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; allow someone or something to escape or go free./ you've got mail & 500 days of summer.  I just cant help it. Like always, i love watching movies and choose for my holiday i watch both of them.  Yes you've got mail and 500 days of summer. Both of them, r e m i n d m e o f y o u.  / You've got mail/ ;Two people in an online romance who are unaware that they are also business rivals.  I dont have a rival, and im not thingking to have it. even just one. and im not doing romance online of course, we just  are not given a chance for anything . To know each other more like for real. i dont know i love to talk randomly with you as kathleen does to Joe Fox. both of them didnt know each other and just randomly talk via email,  they talk about things that are not important but that's what makes it all important. this is how i feel. i love talking randomly with you, tell you anything even just the rain outside is very heavy, l isten to whatever you tell me, e

/heˈlō,həˈlō/

; an utterance of “hello”; a greeting.// Trying to get out from my comfort zone. yes i am. Gue adalah orang yang selalu bertahan dan mencoba untuk selalu berada di zona aman. Kenapa gitu? karena gue takut sama yang namanya kegagalan dan sesuatu yang baru, walaupun gak ada yang menjamin selalu berada di zona aman, mengerjakan apapun yang menjadi passion kita itu pasti berhasil. Setidaknya, gue nyaman dan gak ada perasaan takut dengan apa yang gue jalanin.   Gue selalu ragu untuk menjalankan sesuatu yang baru karena gue takut gak akan bisa mengerjakan sesuatu itu dengan baik, berhasil dan bikin puas.  Im not a social kind of person. Gue selalu suka menikmati waktu "me time". drawing, listening music, watching films, reading nae's book, lala dan buku apapun yang memiliki gambar.  Drawing is one of my favorite thing in my life, dan akhir-akhir ini gue mencoba untuk menjadi penulis. Dari dulu gue gak pernah suka menulis, dan aneh kenapa saat ini gue mencoba untuk men